- 45 pounds gained
- BP 110/68
- stretch marks = too many to count
- measuring BIG – my ute is measuring 45 weeks
- my waistline is measuring 44″. Nice.
I’m at the point in the pregnancy where I can’t remember what it’s like to not be pregnant and I’m so used to being pregnant that I can’t believe I actually am going to have real-life babies when this is over. I’m also at the point where I’m starting to get reeeeeeally scared…
- I’m scared of delivering both my twins vaginally (although this is what I want to do)
- I’m scared of not being able to delivery them vaginally, or worse, delivering one vaginally and still having to have a c-section
- Of not being able to nurse my babies
- Of not being able to keep up with the demand of two newborns
Yup, I’m pretty much at the point where I literally just lay around all day scared-shitless waiting for them to come!
So that’s the update. Hopefully we’ll have babies soon. Oh, and the husband and I made a cast of my belly on New Year’s Eve (we really live it up in our household, lemme tell ya!). At first I thought it was a silly idea, but I figured someday it will be fun to hold up the belly to me and remember what this was like.
Once the cast was completed and I got to hold it, I cried my eyes out. I’m so uncomfortable and ready to be not pregnant that I completely lost sight of the fact that this might be my only pregnant belly and what an amazing miracle it is that I’m even here.
Plus, not going to lie, it’s pretty incredible to see what my belly REALLY looks like.
The kit cost $16 at Babies R’ Us (after a coupon) and was worth every penny.
